diTAG nisah

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

telah diTAG nisah..
quick respond.... (^^,)

bak kata nisah
buat tuk merehatkan penat
buat tuk nisah... (^,~)

[1] Who was your last text from?
even if i don't see u, even if we have less talk, less hellos, less stories and less greetings,
always remember that my mind will never be less for you -tida-
~~miss her~~

[2] Where was your default pic taken?
dunno... randomly picked from da komputer

[3]Your relationship status?
nothin special

[4] Have you ever lost a close friend?
nope,lost contact ade la.. (originally copy pasted from the tagger..haha )

[5] What is your current mood?
miss my family

[6] What's your brother's name?
big brother-none
younger brothers-usamah,umar-faruq,muhammad,firdaus,rasyad

[7 ] What's your favorite color(s)?
green... i think

[8] Where do you wish you were right now?
home sweet home
really wanna hear hani' callin me 'kakak'

[9] Have a crazy side?
who knows??... maybe

[10] Ever had a near death experience?
lemas

[11] Something you do a lot?
eat

[12] Angry at anyone?
now nope

[13] What's stopping you from going to the person you like?
do i have to answer dis?

[14]When was the last time you cried?
keepin dis to myself

[15] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
my special ones....

[16] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
set alarm

[17] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
nisah... (^^,)

[18] What are your favorite songs?
dunno

[19] What are you doing right now?
typing

[20] Who do you trust right now?
my special ones

[21] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
ummi kasi

[22] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
yeah

[23] What is your lucky number?
well.. my birthday's on 23rd sept (dunno if dis has anything to do with da ques)

[24] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
do i have to state all of them?

[25] Describe your life in one word.
simple

[26] Who are you thinking of right now?
no one

[27] What should you be doing right now?
activating histology mode

[28]If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be.
if i told u, it wont come true right?

[29] What are you listening to?
manju,nisah n madi ngah mamam

[30] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
i'm not really sure... hurmmmm

[31] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
forgotten

[32] Do you act differently around the person you like?
dis is confusing

[33] What is your natural hair color?
natural colour

[34] Who was the last person to make you laugh?
manju,nisah n madi
when i was tellin them i was going to post their names 4 ques num 29

[35] Who will be tagged by u?
kinah (^^,)

wallahua'lam

'fastaqim'

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

di kala sibuk dengan final exam
(seme org doakan ye...thee~~~ jzkk)
sempat lagi nak mencorat-coret-catit (perkataan baru) di sini...

baru-baru ni melawat blog adik2 bumi waqafan
yang baru graduate spm 2008

teringat kenangan-kengangan masa berada kat situ kembali...
walau tak semua manis
sungguh, semuanya memberi makna...

di hujung blog adik tuh
tertulis sepotong ayat
yang hampir-hampir sahaja org lupe...
betool,
nyaris-nyaris orang lupe...
org pom tak tau kenapa (~~terok x3~~)

mungkin Allah nak ingatkan orang balik,
detikkan hati org nak lawat blog adik tuh,
walau mase tuh ngah nak exam biochem..
alhamdulillah...~~infiniti~~

"fastaqim kama umirt"

mse tuh (mse kat kisas)
'fastqim kama umirt' ad di mana2

pejabat
dewan
kantin
asrama
kelas
gimnasium

senang kata, di mana ad lambang kisas
di situ la ada
'fastaqim kama umirt'

dan tentunya di kad matrix

'fastaqim kama umirt'
org tanggung ke mana2 bersama org
dengan bangga mengelek
seolah-olah begitu yakin
"ini moto org
dan org akan menanggungnya
di mana2
sampai bila2"

hakikatnya...
tak smpai 2 tahun pun lagi
da nyaris2 lupe..

itu baru sepotong ayat
dan org tak tau
da banyak mana
org lupe
da banyak mana org tinggalkan (T.T)

kalu dulu tak penah terfikir mahupom memikirkan
tapi sekarang barulah nak pk (ayat belit skit)

'fastaqim kama umirt' tuh
sesuai sangat ditujukan tuk dak2 kisas..

hakikatnya
dari sekolah atau ceruk mana pom
kehendak datang dalam diri

istiqamah itu satu mujahadah...
'fastaqim kama umirt'
itu satu perintah..

ada beberapa golongan manusia hidup ini

yang RUGI
yang CELAKA
dan yang BERUNTUNG

yang tidak terkenal dunia tidak terkenal akhirat
yang terkenal dunia tidak terkenal akhirat
atau yang tidak terkenal dunia tapi terkenal akhirat
mahupun yang terkenal dunia terkenal akhirat

dan ad satu golongan yang Nabi saw bersabda
yang wujud akhir zaman nih
yang kewujudannya, yang islamnya,
'bagai BUIH di lautan'

lalu golongan manakah kita?

yang cintakan dunia dan takutkan mati itukah kita?

kita umat akhir zaman-hakikat
kita buih di lautan-??

muhasabah...
muhasabah...

sama2 insyaAllah

moga sentiasa atas jalanNYA
agar hidup dalam cintaNYA
mati dalam merinduiNYA

wallahua'lam

Hati Basah

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

kelabu
hati basah..

luka yang dibiar sembuh sendiri
parutnya lagi dalam
sukar hilang...

luka kerana sayang
luka kerana kasih

mau diajak
yg dikasih yang disayang

andai punya destinasi sama
mengapa cara terlalu berbeza?

namun
kalam bisu
bicara kelu
kuasa kurasa tak mampu

lalu
hati terus basah
kelabu kelam

mungkin kerana
kita sama-sama masih lena
atau hakikatnya
kita serupa walau cara berbeza

sungguh
yang disayang itu terlalu disayang
yang dikasih itu terlalu dikasih

kerana itu
hati basah ini
terlalu pilu
makin kelabu

terdetik si hati basah
hati inikah yang salah?

"Demi MASA,
sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian,
melainkan mereka yang beriman dan beramal saleh,
dan berpesan-pesan ke arah kebaikan
serta berpesan ke arah kesabaran"

al-Asr 1-3